If I am okay, you ask?

If i am okay, you ask? No, i am not. Why should i? I mean, its 4 in the morning and i am still awake. I cant fall asleep. My head hurts, my brain does too. I am shaking, i am cold, but i am sweating like shit. I dont know whats wrong with me.…Weiterlesen If I am okay, you ask?

His Answer

I sent him my last blog entry called "I want to and i will". I wrote it for him, i wanted him to know whats going on. And this is what he answered me. "I'm really, truly sorry for hurting you. I never wanted to break up with you and certainly not the way that…Weiterlesen His Answer

i want to and i will.

Here is a text for my ex, I will sent it to him.  I miss you. Even tho you hurt me. I am still thinking about you. and I would never say anything bad about you. I miss you and it hurts. It hurts that I am still missing you, still thinking about you, still…Weiterlesen i want to and i will.

Hurt

​I thought I found someone. Someone who cares, who understands. Someonee I could count on, even in the darkesr times of my life. I shared everything. Too much. I thought, I found someone who would not let me alone. I thought I could trust. I thought wrong.  The person left. Left me behind. It hurts.…Weiterlesen Hurt